Loner moaner

I always questioned myself whether I was a born loner. Or could it be as my brain grows as a kid, I developed this psychologically.

I could not call it phobia, because I don't suffer from major kickbacks. I don't really go short circuit like Johnny 5. I don't even have funny reactions.

I sweat.

I sweat profusely when I am surrounded by a lot of people, strangers to be exact. You may want to bend the theory that maybe it was the heat that surround us. The lack of air that adds to the burning.

It is not something that I am aware and have control at. I could be sweating even if I am dropped off at Antartica, right in the middle of a big crowd of strangers. Although the good thing about it is there is a cut off moment. The sweat will stop as soon as I get comfortable to the environment.

Please do not send me to the labs. The people in white are not as friendly as you think they are.